Follow Your Heart

After 9 mths....

2009-08-23T21:51:00.000+08:00

My last post was 9 mths ago, its like wow haha..

I totally regret cutting my hair as I still like my long hair, I make a rush decision and i end up complaining abt my hair most of the days haha...
My friend thought me a secret to grow back my hair but she say i hav to be selfish not to say haha... so don ask me k as i will only say i use Dove haha...

I miss my bff Suet as super long nv saw her le and she also like nv miss me...
I like to hang out with my new classmates in sch, hope we can hang out often and sad to say Violet and Shirley is taking as full time as i will miss them like hell haha... but i still have sy haha... we gotten closer than the days in poly haha...

2008-12-22T10:53:00.003+08:00

Everytime when I start reading that book, I felt intense and anxious as I was dread into the fantasy of this book. Flipping chapter after chapter to get to noe wats gg on… I like how the author describe the expression and feelings of each character in the book jus make me felt so Amazing, Incredible to me.

“You are impossibly fast and strong.”
“Your skin is pale white and icy cold.”
“Your eyes changes color.”
“& sometime when you speak, sounds like you are from a diff time.”
“You don eat and you don go out to sunlight.”
“How long you’ve been seventeen?”
[Reply] “Awhile”

“I noe wat you are.”
[Reply] “Then say it, out loud….., say it.”
“V******”
[Reply] “r u AFRAID?”
“No….”
[Reply] “Then answer me one basic question. WHAT DO WE EAT?”

“We are the most dangerous Predators.”
“Every part of me invites you in,”
“My Eyes, My Voice and even My Smell.”

Twilight ....... Moonlight

2008-12-13T16:24:00.001+08:00

Everybody quick go catch TWILIGHT, story book is even better...

Post 44th

2008-10-26T19:46:00.001+08:00

Whoa looks like I damn long nv blog haha… I was super bored now loh, call pl but she did not ans then jl out having dinner so hang up wif her fast don wan to disturb her for having dinner. So I then went to read other ppl blog and end up in my blog writing haha... Im broke again but wats new la hav always been broke haha but this time I spend my money to fulfill my dreams so its definitely well spent haha..

Ask what I spent? I invest in music, my long time passion and dream, a hope that since the day I know how much I love abt music. I have been learning keyboard for 3 mths and its still on going, also I will be starting my guitar course next mth haha… how cool it is rite? Haha…

And the day before ytd went to watch movie with F and TW, we hav lots of fun and eat as much as we like as our officially diet starts the following day haha… but I don think tw will diet lah haha no confident for her lah… We actually went to watch hsm3 our fav is always zac efron haha… he looks totally good lah but I still like jb best haha… F always scolded me for being hw crazy im over to jb haha… after the movie was ard 1 then we took a cab home and I was singing hsm song in the cab but the other 2 was too tired to bother abt me haha they jus say I was the sort that will get high when im tired haha…. Sad that F will be gg overseas next mth and will only be back a mth later sianzz no body to call and brag abt my stuff for 1 mth.

Ness

Post 43th

2008-09-18T20:05:00.001+08:00

Everything happen for a reason, what one person did may lead to smth happen either in a good way or bad way. That was smth I have learn after watching atonement. I cant say it’s a v good movie but overall it at least teaches u nv do thing that betrays by ur heart or eyes as things that happen may be smth u will regret forever and nv able to go back before times. It may not happen on urself but has cause others ppl life miserable.

Today I spoke to a customer who is quite rude but bcos I don own the bank that im working in so I was being v polite to that lady if nt I sure start my reasoning wif her. And can u believe she actually own a company (which I think as she the authorize person), I believe her company was nt a v gd company or neither is she v super rich as usually those who own well known company or RICH is v polite. And jus bcos her day was miserable she trying to make mine world like her too…. Blah…. Who cares pls… idiot…

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 42th

2008-09-14T20:47:00.000+08:00

Here I am blogging again, finally came back into blogging haha… started working this job and realize time passes really fast. It’s the 3rd mth im in this job but I don think this job will last for me as im nt an office kind of person kind of feeling bored with the job scope now and I actually plan to switch job next year. Not now as its gg to be end of year so it’s not the right time to ch jobs and I also don wan anyone to thought me as a job hopper.

Recently I got to know a temp staff at my dept, she was funny and v friendly and reminds me of my gd fren Fion, they hav some similarities I can say. But the main pt is that she encourage me to go and fulfill my likes which is I used to think of working at the airports after my graduation (don noe y im so fond of airports but yay that’s me) but bcos of the journey I giv up but now I realize that’s my passion and likes. I like to serve ppl although there may be times that u meet super bad ppl whom u will curse them after they left but I likes to meet ppl likes to noe more ppl and expand my social life. Back to this new girl, she was really nice to talk to and she promise me to bring me to jazz pub next time heehee as I told I like music and would like to go to pubs that theres bands playing ard.

Then ytd finally meet up with pj whom I hav nt seen for almost half yr I guess and together wif min we went to search for a present for sing. We crack our brain so hard to think of a present till no brain juice is left, finally we get smth. And this week is gg to another busy week with 2 bdays party to attend. One on fri the other on sat..

I felt quite sad for my music processing im not practicing hard enough as I find myself not playing well I hav to practice more. And actually plan to practice today but jus kept sleep and read the story book that I hav just bought. U noe when u hav a day off u jus feel like lying on the bed throughout the day and the story that im reading now is really a good book its from the author PS I love you which is one good movie as Notebook that stories is unexpected in life haha… that’s it for this post gd nite ppl….:)

(^o^) ~ Ness

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2008-08-30T21:01:00.002+08:00

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(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 40th

2008-07-02T21:35:00.001+08:00

Kind of missing back my previous workplace, nt jus the place but also my fellow past collages. Days at there its so easy to past, lunch hrs like never ending and in my previous team there is always nice food to eat. And the place is full of nice food ard. But my fren say I hav to move on lah wats over is over. Although im still nt v use to my new workplace but each place hav its gd points. Now I get to reach home before 7 everyday, and my new collages told me that I can go get part time causes since work ends at 6. So I hav plan to take up music lesson soon, hoping its nt too late. I use to think im too old to learn music but also think that by the age that my hands are shaking I am really gg to regret it… But seriously ppl will never get satisfy wif wat they hav so lets us jus move on wif things that is meant to be..

Oh and praying really works, whenever now I gets a new work I’ll go pray hoping that everything goes well in my working life. Continue wif my new work news... abit bored over there cos i still havent get a fixed table wif my own com cos i don hav any excess yet so i jus get to learn the things through hearing and seeing, jus using 2 senses so after lunch i feel quite slpy and doze off quite a few times but jus in seconds slp and i woke up. Its hard to learn things esp of using softwares if u don get hands on it to practice. But lucky everything goes well for me till now as the software is AS400 which i have been using it for my past job exp so its nt too hard for me, but theres still some confusing stuff that need time to figure out lah... And im nt in the acc opening division right now is doing some job scope like admin processing but im able to move to acc opening when i get more exp lah i think cos the acc opening team is also under my manager division, so the ppl there also move ard to diff division to learn ard the banks things. But i may nt be doing in banks area next time as i still feel like taking some arts related causes, but im jus thinking lah and lets see again after a yr...

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 39th

2008-06-28T15:06:00.002+08:00

Im always inspire by people who dare to live their dream, believing that its nt jus a dream but they are gg to make their dreams to happen. I want a dream like them but I dare nt to dream instead they believe and want their dream to come true so they try and try again even though they might had fallen a thousand times. Below are the 2 videos that I recently watched.

It’s Britain gt Talent show, the first video I display is the winner of this season, he is jus a kid but he believe in himself that one day he will giv his family a better living. He noes wat he want, and all he want is to be a dancer to realize his dream even he is jus a kid. He thinks that nt every kid get the opportunity to fulfill their dream and also he never giv up easily. This is the second time he had join this competition though he did nt win in the first season… George Sampson

The second video show case ‘Signature’ (Group name), they make it to final but lose to George Sampson, they are really good too. They portrait Michael Jackson moves v well and also they are here to do wat they like despite they are jus normal people living in Britain and like every other people they hav a daytime job. One of them are even a trainee lawyer. He works during the day and practice dancing during the nite and weekends…

Everytime when I watch this kind of show, it drives me to do something that I always like or wanted to learn always. I have been wanted to learn music ever since I noe music was there. I wanted to learn all kinds of instruments out there but all I need is the money to go and learn it and the courage or driving force… but now will it be too old to start?

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 38th

2008-06-26T21:17:00.000+08:00

Tmr will be my las day in ocbc private bank, a bit don feel like gg to a new job although the new job is perm and a better pay. But im use to be here and I really like the collages over here, they r all v nice ppl. And that new job is at some ulu place nt like the current place that im at now where I can walk ard window shopping ard…i finally udnstand wat suet say, sometime a place that the pay may nt be high but somehow theres a special part that will make u stay… haiz… but also I cant stay there forever as a contract staff. If I intend to go back to sch, I dun mind staying there and now is that although I intend to further study but still unsure whether I will definitely gg back to sch so in the end I hav to move on…

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 37th

2008-06-22T21:31:00.003+08:00

Hav been eating a lot recently but everytime I will regret after eaten and before I eat it I will think jus ate first la haha… so ytd I ate yoshinoya for lunch and dinner in chinese restaurant wif my frens and follow by chocolate fondue for desert and happen to noe theres Popeye at the Singapore flyer so I cant help it to try it haha… I was still eating happily but my frens sat there saying its so full haha… To me Popeye was not so good not better then KFC although nowadays I dun eat KFC cos of the chicken but my frens kept saying the standard of Popeye at sg flyer is nt gd the one at changi is good. But overall Popeye whip potato was better then KFC, it’s really good. Missing the taste now haha… The chocolate fondue is best from Hagendaz… haha… but its quite ex lah but ytd dinner and dessert cost zero cos its my fren treat as its her bday haha… Starting tmr hav to go on diet for soupy stuff…

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 36th

2008-06-14T16:12:00.003+08:00

I realise im nt beeng a nice person recently, and some of my friends relationship have nt been good like last time that use to be. Im quite sad abt this... last time i use to disagree wif a person who says " u will nt be forgotten unless u step out first" but recently i realise its quite true if one do nt step out to forget the other, the other will always be there anytime...

And although i get the job that i wanted so much las time but i don feel happy at all, maybe is bcos i quite enjoy my current job. But wat to do, i hav to move on wif my life to achieve new heights...

Lastly i wan to inform everyone that i cant login to my friendster so don leave me message over there jus call me to tel me k! Haha...

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 35th

2008-06-01T12:31:00.002+08:00

Its back to Narnia (Prince Caspian) its so nice, both the first and 2nd are nice lah... i jus love fantasy show like harry potter, stardust, lord of the rings to narnia its all so nice and also comedy romance were always my first choice to catch in cinemas.. I dont really like horror and thriller movies lah donno y... fantasy show is always full of imagination and creativity to bring the whole storys out, something that one would dream and imagine that will not happen in real live... fantasy show is stories that one would dream and create wadever like regardless of the real world. in fantasy show anything could happen even if it make no senses cos its imaginary...

(^0^) ~ Ness

Post 34th Grad. Photos

2008-05-31T19:53:00.007+08:00

Finally i graduate from NP so happy cos i no need to queue to wait for the bus, no need to cross the overhead bridge, no need to wait for the lifts at my class block cos the lift is so small and theres always alot of ppl waiting for the lift plus its damn hot waiting there... but sad for will be missing my mates, missing chx spud from my sch four leaves, misses the jap food from canteen 1, miss the running session every thur, miss the hang outs after sch, miss the craps and lames esp from menon super lame guy haha... always say his nt lame cos he is still walking wif his legs haha... wth right yea right! haha... So here are my grad photos...

Thanks pl for coming, so nice of you haha...

Me wif my mum and bro...

Me wif al...

Me and my classmates, some of them are missing

Wondering y am i blogging so often cos i was too bored at home on weekend so might as well blog loh and this is a way that i can share wif my friends my happiness haha.. but im still writing my diary cos thats where i keep my secrets heehee...

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 33th

2008-05-28T22:16:00.002+08:00

Ytd was my graduation ceremony, i was so happy that my mum, bro n peiling went that bcos of me. I was surprised that peiling actually approach me to come to my graduation cos she is worried that i hav no one acc me there and then i will be sad haha... She's so nice... So she took half day off and we n my bro n mummy went together. Peiling became my photographer of the day cos all the photos is she help to take and my sch mates also v zhi dong loh cant stand them cos they all jus pas their cam to peiling for help too haha... Oh and Fion say my bro look v intellectual looking haha... Overall only she saw my bro lah haha... Before we went my bro still lie to me he wearing 3 quaters, lucky he wear smarter if nt so ps loh haha... Peiling also dresses quite nice love her skirt and happen to brought it that nite when i n her was in town. My mum say Peiling v cute and she has a nice row of teeth haha.... Peiling u make me v gun dong, tks for coming. I know she has plan it before she went to work that day cos her dressing as usually she wont dress so nice to work de haha... I shall upload the photos on weekends gd nite...

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 32th

2008-05-25T18:37:00.002+08:00

Tmr is Fion bday, although im nt celebrating wif her and also bcos she is being book for the days that im free haha.. But I brought her smth so hope she like it lah. I knew her during my poly life, and so great to hav her throughout my poly and shes the one who thought me to say ‘wadever’ haha… cos I remember theres this person who hurt me so much that I cried for one whole day and she was there to console me telling me that wats the pt of crying and feeling sad when the person didn’t even know. Jus wadever to those who are bad since they r in this way (EGO) who doesn’t hav the god damn senses of knowing they hurt someone haha… lol so wadever… haha…

There another thing I remember that we been through is that during our yr 2, she brought her cam to sch to take photos together and it was during one of our lesson where our lecture was talking but her bad is facing us. So we tried to secretly take our photo posing so happily behind her back but what went wrong is that she forget to turn off the flash and when CLICKS the flash was super strong and bright that makes everyone including the lecture to turn to us. We started laughing, everyone started laughing haha… and here goes hearing the teacher warning haha…

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 31th

2008-05-24T23:03:00.003+08:00

Went out wif my mum today and unexpectedly she brought me quite a ex shoe for my work but that shoe can also go wif jeans to make one look smart wearing it. The shoe is from Geox, bcos i hav a lousy leg that will get injured meaing bruses everywhere like i hav walk a thousand miles but truft is only 400 meters? So happy cos she seldom brought me stuff and always saying its no use so don buy but today instead of her saying too ex its me the one saying too ex haha... and she is the one who brought me to that shoe boutique. To return her, i treat her to Secret Recipe for tea time since she likes to eat cakes so much and dinner time Bak Ku Teh hus which i find it quite gd and is always full of ppl. The Bak Ku Teh is located at Clark Quay where i first get to taste it wif my collages and is the first Bak Ku Teh store that is provided wif you tiao which i didnt even know when u eat bak ku teh theres you tiao provided. I hav been finding a bak ku teh store that provide you tiao, its a influence from huang jin lu where the jin long acted by li nan xing always go eat bak ku teh which he always gt the you tiao to dip in the bak ku teh.

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 30th

2008-05-23T22:24:00.002+08:00

So happy that today i am allow to left my workplace at 5.30pm which suppose to be 6.30 during normal days but today is Family Day thats y haha...

Ytd went to town wif some friends and then Kristin told me that Burberry is gg on sale in DFS but nt sure abt the date so we went there to try our luck. When we reach there the Burberry shop doesnt post any board saying that they are on sale so i assume that they doesnt but Kristin went over to ask the sales lady, then she direct us which items is on sale. As i wanted to buy a Burberry wallets so on my mind that time was hoping her to point at the place where they displace their wallets and told me that they are on SALE. And the fact is the Wallets are really on SALE (happy...) and is on 30% off (double happiness...) but she mention that today 22-05-2008 is only open for DFS member and then tmr 23 is open for public.. Then i was like huh... so i cant buy today need to came back tmr to buy? Kristin then reply say i got DFS card (SUPER HAPPY) haha... as the wallet is suppose to be 420 now became 294 haha... super good of cos buy no need to wait haha... really thanks for her if not i hav to buy it so ex, nt bcos of the discount but she is really a fun loving person. And bcos of ah sing if not i wont get a chance to noe such a fun and nice person haha...

Whats new i need to go on diet and exercise more as i realise im getting fatter and fatter each day, sad to say..

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 29th

2008-05-19T15:07:00.000+08:00

Suppose to go out wif Suet today but las min I cancel cos dun hav any places in mind wanted to go and when gone out means spend money… don hav the mood to spend rite, I wanted to save save and save but still intend to buy smth next mth haha… This morning I was feeling damn tired as went to Fion hus ytd for mahjong session and play from 10pm to 3 haha… we r like the crazy n noisy sort when playing mahjong… Ard 3pm I cant take the tiredness and went to bed and when I woke up at 8am I realize they are still playing… was like omg + wth haha…they can really hang on through the nite… but when I reach home although im still feeling sleepy but dun feel like sleeping cos Im afraid I hav insomnia tonight… haha…

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 28th

2008-05-11T02:15:00.004+08:00

My Current Favourite Band...

Love her Red Hair

Love her Style

Love her charisma on Stage

She got everything that i want that i dream of...

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 27th

2008-05-10T21:18:00.005+08:00

Another weekend comes again haha...
Ytd last min went out wif Fion ytd to catch a movie, supposly we plan to watch Wat Happens In Vegas bcos I LIKE ASHTON KUTCHER haha... but so sad that both the 7+ & 9+ slot is sold out... so we hav to watch the next movie choice which is the Made Of Honor cos the lead actor in that show is the guy who act in Enchanted haha... all bcos of who is acting in that show haha... but sad to say theres only sneak preview which is at 11+ therefore we did not watch that as if watch we will hav to spend money on cab fare which every SG ppl will noe that cab is so EX here... haiz... In the end we watch Over Her Dead Body acted by Eva Longoria from Desperate Housewives. The show was OK only, funny, can watch but not so good that will makes my thumbs up. This mth i hav so many movies that i wanted to watch... movies are so ex haiz...

Before the movie started we went to subway for dinner, Subway was once our fav meal during school days especially when we noe that Subway sell wraps we then became their regular customer haha... Fion was really my super gd fren in poly, everytime if i face smth bad i will turn to her. We often crap, lame and laugh at stupid jokes, action expression haha... Such a long time nv saw her le so we hav so much to talk that we sit in subway for almost 2hrs. I always think that whoever u meet or things that happen in ur life has its reason, and meeting fion somehow has a reason too haha... she actually ch some part of me or to say i actually ch some way of her haha...

And today i went to pluck my eyebrown and as that place is a facial shop so while i was waiting, the consultant approach me to do facial but i don wan cos i hav jus started working and theres so many things that i wanted to buy and need to save money in the bank first. Long ago i hav been wanting to go regular facial as its gd, also i admit im quite ai mei lah but all girls is like that de mah haha... just that i nv go as its quite ex but i went to Bioskin one time as its free, i remember i call suet to go wif me haha... Its free as i call the 98.7fm to join the Bioskin free trial and i admit that Bioskin was gd, they gt spa and message in their centra and their room was v comfortable that makes u feel like home seriously... But Bioskin package was too ex for me lah its for those tai tai only i think... Back to the consultant, she then keep influence me till i agree to do their facial which cost me $58, but she giv me a facial clenser that cost $40 and also one time free making of eyebrown... On one pt shes rite lah cos i told her that i wanted to do facial next time only when i hav save more money then she say if i choose to do next time maybe i hav to spent more money as nv go facial to clean away the dirt will cause the face to worsen only... so my 58 fly off...

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 26th

2008-05-08T21:18:00.002+08:00

Wonder wats happening on my stomach, hav been having cramps n pain recently but its definitly nt tat kind of pain tat every women gets every mth haha... Ytd after eaten my dinner, my stomach start to feel abit unwell. I ate korean ramen ytd, i think it mus be too spicy then the pain goes off this morning after i hav eaten the med from the doc a few days back. Saw my collages eating curry chicken rice today, make me feel sad as i nt dare to eat, im afraid that the pain came back by then i mus take mc. Will eventually make my performance nt gd but also nvm lah cos i wont be staying that place for too long haha...

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 25th

2008-05-04T19:59:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i noe im nt understanding but i realli like to talk to u mah thats y everytime call u n ling haha... then i don noe y everytime will put anger on u maybe bcos u r my fren mah and i wanted to chat wif u more often but u always so busy... we so long time nv go shopping together le loh... sadz... Then the winnie the pooh also so busy haha.. and always fall sick, mus be nv exercise haha...

This post shouldnt be talking abt them cos is my blog, y i so funny keep talking abt them haha... ok ytd went to meet some fren and saw alot of ppl i knew when i was at town, first is wei chee so long nv saw her. She is my poly fren and use to pinch her arm everytime cos she really has a flabby arm haha... and then saw serene also 1 of my poly sch mates.... follow on saw Meiyun at paragon. She is my sec sch mate and her seat in class was jus infront of me, beside ailing and she everytime turn her head back to talk to us haha... I was in the same class wif her from sec 3 onwards and i remember i don really like her during my sec 1 time as she is always v noisy shouting here and there haha... but when get to noe her i find that she is really v funny and also a nice person. There was once when we r suppose to attend a tuition together in the evening at a place somewhere near our sch but i dun wan to travel home after my sch and came back in the evening for the tuition as my hus is quite far away from sch, also i was too lazy and feel like it so troublesome, if i went home i sure slept all the way... haha... Meiyun then offer me to go her hus and wats so nice abt her is that when i went her hus she offer me to watch her bro vcd and i remember i chose Feng Yun haha... cos that time i find the zhao wen zhuo v handsome in that show haha... Later on she bring out all the tibits and drinks for me and also her mattress so that i can lie and watch haha.. she so nice rite and she went to do her art but after a few min she stop drawing and watch wif me cos she also think the zhao wen zhuo looks gd in that show haha... Thats smth i exp wif her cos that time i am nt her usual click but she still treat me so nice hee....

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 24th

2008-05-04T00:40:00.004+08:00

I wan to mention smth over here, someone reply me message in her blog.... [You] shld hav make the effort to call me the next day loh or tell me that you reach home in the morning so didnt call me but u didnt & [You] promise on my bday that if next time i call u u will call me back if nv heard de loh.... But i nt angry wif u cos use to it le & since we r gd gd fren that is fated to know each other in the toliet haha.... But if we don talk more now next time no more chance le mah cos u gg back to sch le will be even more busy next time i think onli can meet u 2 times in a year....

& wanted to tell her 1 more thing is that during our poly time actually we need to place back the tray cos theres a sign board saying (Pls place ur tray back after eating) jus that everybody hack care loh haha....

Feels like my this post is meant for her cos lastly i wan tell her to focus on her studies and nt to take up any jobs cos u will be very busy till no time to contact us de... really cos my fren in ntu also like that, sat sun call her she also in library studying till today she called me out cos she holiday le .... shes like my long lost sis cos alot of ppl say we look alike and her character is jus like me haha...

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 23th

2008-05-03T12:37:00.004+08:00

Im counting down, 4 more weeks.... haha... hope this time I can make it....

I decided to buy burberrry wallet since I am saving to buy a new wallet which my old one cannot make it now but forcing myself to use haha... And also wanted to save more more money and go for holiday haha.... 1 more thing i wanted to buy for so long is the ipod nano haha... hope that day come... but all this can be brought by just money... wat i really wan is smth that cant be brought, maybe will need abit of luck but really hope accomplish my this small small hope to get a..... ____ ___ haha... fill in the blanks pls... if happen that i get it 1 day, u will see me celebrating in this blog haha...

Besides that theres also a wish that i had been wishing for the past 2 yrs? haha... but i dont think will happen but maybe it will till the day i totally forget abt it then it will happen and i will recall thinking so familiar cos life just like that always happen at the wrong timing haha....

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 22th

2008-04-26T13:06:00.001+08:00

Someone once says that hard work pays off, but to me it doesn’t. To me some things needed jus hard work but others needed more then jus hard work but also luck. So is life all abt jus luck? I wonder…..

(^0^) ~ Ness

Post 21th

2008-04-20T22:18:00.004+08:00

I realise my pay aint enough to support me. I agree that i really can spent alot, AL always say that i have planned on what to buy as in fully used up my pay before i receive the pay haha... The truth is i havent get this month pay i already bought 1 bag which cost 35 and one heels which cost 39 (after discount so nt so bad). From now on i shall stop spending and eat maggi cos i hav been eating gd food on gg. I still owe alot of debts and i hav lots of thing that i want to buy, also quite a few of cards to apply. I wanted to buy new wallet bcos mine has been vandalize and im using handphone pouch as wallet now sad :( I like Burberry but to me was like extremly ex haiz... forget it buy smth that is nt so ex loh. Hopefully i can get it this month but sound imppossible as i wan to clear my debts first and also need to save up to 500 in my bank so that they wont eat my 2 bucks every mth. And i also wan to take up exercise courses wif my frens so to keep fit if nt im realli getting fatter.

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 20th

2008-04-10T20:31:00.007+08:00

Ytd went to PJ hus to stay over nite wif AL n HS, then at midnight we went to the nearby coffee shop to grab some food and we happen to saw one of the contestant in the channel U ‘u r the one’ show. He is the twin bro of the guy who act in the recent channel 8 show called ‘jus in singapore’, the guy who act as Su Dingyi is his twin bro.

Today went out wif ling n suet, I need to enjoy as much as I can this week cos next week start to work le. They bring me to pray today as I hope to meet nice ppl at my upcoming work place, actually quite scared they bully me haha…

We went to a restaurant but cant remember the restaurant name, if im not wrong is it Seafood Pasta? haha... i forget to take picture of the food but the set lunch really worth it, the price of the meal is even cheaper then wat i eat in Ajisen.

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 19th

2008-03-30T22:35:00.014+08:00

Ytd went to celebrate PL bday at Chervron ktv although I cant sing much bcos of my tooth but I still insist to sing most of the songs haha.. Have a lot of fun, its always fun when I hang out wif my sec sch mates, I regretted nv went to msia with them so sad so we plan to go Bangkok together next time YAY! Not everyone attended ytd, esp to LC he had went to report army in msia so sad msia onli giv him one day notice then he got to go the next day, we cant even hang out wif him before he got to go but he shall be back in 3mths lah haha… Also to HG, seldom saw him joining us this time, thanks for the nasi lemark for sneaking out of the detention center. Always joke wif him de cos he SUPER crappie and rappie haha… Again bcos of nasi lemark DH nv join us ytd cos he had to report to army.

Ask her to make a wish, she start to pray... lol

Saw that chx wing PL holding, diven loh ask her to hold as to show that chx wing represent DH haha... so lame

Happen to saw SS at there, she use to sit beside me during out sec sch life. And she always like to borrow books ard the class and stack up on her table during social studies lesson cos she dun wan to see that teacher face and then she will continue drawing her arts haha… Nv will I forget haha…

2 crazy woman looks like japanese sumura haha...

This was taken at 3am, totally nt my time. i was feeling damn slpy and tired. Look at my face so ugly like zombie loh...

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 18th

2008-03-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

I jus went to pluck my wisdom tooth. Doc gave me 3 injection cos he noe I v scared of pain haha… Total cost was 600 cos plus x ray cos he say my tooth is v near to the nerve if wait longer may affect the nerve. The process when plucking out the tooth doesn’t feel the pain at all jus that theres pressure feeling but the injection part was quite painful lah… Next week still mus take out the stitch in my mouth haiz.. The doc also mention y I so special onli hav 1 wisdom tooth cos he say normally ppl at least hav 2 then I was like huh… still gt 1 more coming out ar… he say don hav le not to worry haha… when I went home I told my bro abt wat the doc say then he say he last time pluck 3 at one go, then I realize I nt tat suai lah haha… but he say me maybe bcos I not smart enough that’s y onli hav 1 wisdom tooth lol… :(

(^o^) ~ Ness

Post 17th

2008-03-26T01:31:00.002+08:00

Havent been blogging so long as I was finding myself a perm job. But after 1 mth search and meetings im still jobless hw? Dead loh… hungry to death loh… or maybe can become a vegetarian which doesn’t cost a single cent to me and at the same time can also release the workload of grass cutter haha… okie I noe its lame but im not lame leh haha… Somemore wat u noe, wisdom tooth jus strike on me. I was wondering how come I was so unlucky man its like I totally believe im always quite unlucky lah like I get wisdom tooth, accidentally cut my wrist and need to go for stitches, sprain my ankle once when I was still a pri sch kid, no love stuck haha… and many more if listed. Haiz.. wat worst is I scare of PAIN and all of the above incident, need me to go through a series of PAIN procedure in order for me to get out or get save… See told u im quite unlucky lah believe rite… dun play play haha… But I do believe in miracle cos I encounter and experience before. Only when you believe then will come through…

(^o^) ~ Ness

No Mood...

2008-02-13T23:45:00.002+08:00

Totally no mood to study for the coming exam, already in holiday mood haha....

Sat 16 : QLA exam
Wed 20 : IMGT exam

feeling excited for the upcoming chalet... YAY! haha...

But after exam wont be able to see my fellow classmates le so sad....

(^o^) ~ Ness

Work first....

2008-02-03T17:47:00.000+08:00

After so many weeks of thinking, conclusion is that I’ll go work first and if can study eng at the mean time. I will study what I wan next time since im still unsure abt wat I wan in life… I don wan to jus go study for the sake of getting a cert I wan to study something I really wan to learn. Even though pl always say everyone wans to go for their dream but in this reality u wont be able to survive if u go for ur dream. After this, im still stubborn I will still go for dream haha… but still dun noe whats my dream job but I know that I wan to hav fun and be happy each and every day haha…

(^o^) ~ Ness

Study or Work?

2008-01-27T15:12:00.000+08:00

I was thinking of gg to British council to buck up my English but im not sure whether should I go apply straight after my exam and work part time first? Or to apply full time job first? The class of BC will be starting on March but the reason y I cant study and working as full timers is because I wanted to apply a job at Changi airport. The traveling from work to study is so far… I really wanted to buck up my eng, my eng jus cannot make it lah… Some friends of mine say I should go study first but some think that theres no need… I also cant decide. LOL

(^o^) ~ Ness

Wish to go back...

2008-01-26T02:42:00.001+08:00

Feeling quite sad cos i have not talk to my bro almost a week… When I try to talk to him, all he says is go away, so that is the last try I have gave. When we were young we use to be v closed but dun noe when was it our gap became further apart. We talked lesser and lesser and now were silence…. We have become strangers and when I have problem now, I don’t even feel like asking him for help at all, even if the problem crash me I will not turn to him…

(^o^) ~ Ness

No Title...

2008-01-05T19:05:00.000+08:00

I was actually worrying abt how to survive for the days that im unemployed. Thought that the place that I only work for three days wont be giving me my salary as I quit after working for only three days. I quit because I dont really like the job scope and don’t feel im suitable working there, also abit because of the pay is quite low lah haha… But even though the boss was not gg to give me my salary im ok with it as I think I also gt wrong lah quit when I only work three days and that waste her time teaching me but thinking of that she also nv teach much leh she told me to use my eyes to see… I don’t really like the way she say things lah a bit attitude leh haha… Lucky she give me my pay, I thought my pay gone le and forget alrdy when she msg me to go back take pay, I was quite happy lah as I will have 80 bucks to survive till I gets another job haha… How do I survive? Haha… Maggie everyday loh haha… or any nice one wan to provide me food can call me, v easy jus add one more bowl n chopsticks haha… jus joking lah…

Ness ~ (^o^)

Happy New Year Everyone haha...

2008-01-01T00:31:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year Everyone haha...
New Year has begun...
Forget about the bad stuff and save the good memories…
Of course there are ups and downs this year but who doesnt, its not the end of the world afterall.
I realize that sometimes a person wants becomes a person burden or nuisance…
Sorry it’s a new year I shall not recall something sad haha…
But seriously that is the saddest thing of my this year
Forgive me cos im a emotional person and sometimes will have flashbacks

But really thanks to my friends who always there as a good listeners... such as Peiling, Suet, Ailing, Huimin, Ys, Looi Chee, Fionne... and many more lah haha...

To: Ailing thanks so much for always being a good listeners since sec 6... haha... and i remember u acc me to see J (u noe who right haha...) and acc me go esplanada haha...

To: Huimin, Ys, Looi Chee thanks for listen to my cold and lame jokes haha... and always chit chat with me haha...

To: Fion u are always a gd listener, always hear my rubbish, encourage, console me and always ask me to hack care people who hurt me haha...

To: Peiling & Suet thanks for believing in me when no ones believe or understand me, u 2 will always encourage and console me :) haha...

Anyway I have made a list of my New Year resolution that is to be a:
Better person
Better friend
Better daughter

Lastly I sincerely hope that my friend Peiling will be safety back in Singapore soon from Bangkok

(^o^) ~ Ness

Whatever...

2007-12-28T01:50:00.000+08:00

Someone almost drives me to become a volcano today but I told myself not to be angry as im on an anger management right now and also don wan to waste my energy to be angry over such a childish thing. This person is a guy and he once before make me angry and burst out crying. He never understands what a feeling is cos he never cares abt wat others feel.

The whole situation is that he didn’t take the initative to ask hows the projects gg on while others did and than accused us for not telling him that no meetings will be carried out but to be done at home. Other member’s alrdy send him parts of their work and he just hack care in his mail without asking them what is it about. HE WINS! You are right and everybody in this world are wrong is that what u always think? A failure in human relation is forever a failure in anything…

(^o^) ~ Ness

Argh... SCM

2007-12-13T19:48:00.000+08:00

I realli don like anything related to business studies... Im so dead for my SCM test... Yes its open book but no time to flip book... I totally leave qns 3 and 5 black, 20 marks grow its own feather and fly off. THATS IT... im dead so dead.

(^o^) ~ Ness

Your Journey, My Memory

2007-12-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

Everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth

The time just keeps ticking
Dream keeps flashing about the past

Telling myself that dream is the opposite of reality
Everything becomes a memory

(^o^) ~ Ness

Apologize Letter... haha...

2007-12-07T21:21:00.000+08:00

Really very sorry Siew Yen haha...
I realli didnt realise u tag at my tagborad haha... sorry lah i v blind one haha...
I apologize to u in my blog loh so forgive me lah haha...
I wont be so blind next time I PROMISE haha....

(^o^) ~ Ness

INSPI (RED) ipod & INSPI (RED) Gap....

2007-11-27T19:21:00.000+08:00

I really cant stand waking up early to attend morning lesson... i feel so urgh... everytime...

Im starting work next week haha... gt job means gt money means can buy THINGS! haha...

(^o^) ~ Ness

Missing them....

2007-11-20T23:55:00.000+08:00

I miss my 2 Best Fren, wonder how are they now. Although we did sms one another but not very often cos they r busy wif their work and im busy wif my sch work. Really miss them, for god noes how many mths i have not seem them, chat with them and laugh wif them... They r the one that im not afraid to cry in front of them cos they will always comfort me also bcos they noe me so well....

(^o^) ~ Ness

'The Heavenly Kings'

2007-11-11T16:18:00.000+08:00

Have jus watched 'The Heavenly Kings' featuring Daniel Wu, Andrew Lin, Terence Yin and Conroy Chan. Four of them form a band called ALIVE Not Dead in 2005 if Im nt wrong. Before watching this movie I have alrdy heard of this band but did not expect their journey was quite tuff. Its quite real if u believe it as it talks about how the whole band have been through and abit of the inside of media which I have always thought it is. Or rather when u enter the working society anything feature in this show will happen. Sometimes even though u r tired or unhappy abt certain things u jus hav to bear with it. And there is always a certain group of ppl treating v nice to u in order to get something in return. Learing and experience, I told myself never to become one of them cos that jus nt me, so fake....

By the way I decided to set my gallery to private, so get the password from me to access to the albums tks...

(^o^) ~ Ness

Sobbing....

2007-11-10T18:14:00.000+08:00

Okay, Im old school, I know.

People might have cried over The Phantom Of The Opera 10,000 times and now I just started crying sob sob.....

No mood to do assignments.... dead....

(^o^) ~ Ness

Photos Ready... not so ready actually |||

2007-11-10T00:46:00.000+08:00

Photos are ready......... HAHA... but actually only 1 album is available right now HEEHEE... I will try to upload the past photo for u to have a glance and my frens whom I have not transfer those to u are able to get from here. I was thinking whether should I set a password to each of the album or should I let it to be view in public. How? Help me think leh... come on giv me some suggestion. View my HangOuts photos at the following url: http://nes-s-ensation.fotopic.net/

Just get to know that 1 of my fren has attached to someone HAHA... so glad for her cos I knew too well how she always complain and grumbler about she has no bf before and no guys will fall in love with her... HAHA... but Hey! wish come true yah... all the best for her cos shes quite a nice fren to me, we actually click quite well :)

Pen Off...
Good Night EveryOne
Another Late Night...

(^o^) ~ Ness

Hola....

2007-11-08T22:57:00.000+08:00

Hola EveryOne hahaa....

I kind of like this word "Hola" haha... cos it sound funny, learned it from 'Ugly Betty' haha... Although this is a blog but im not actually wanted to blog everything about my life. I still prefer writing diary cos every one has their secrets right so even though u are reading my blog but overall its not a blog lah... okay i guess im making u all confuse haha... but anyway this blog will present more photos than words in the future. I dont like to see lots of words, its kind of boring, i like pictures and sometimes a picture will tells a thousand words haha... Thats all i want to say :)

Good Night, Sleep Tight, No more bed buds bite! :)

Photos Coming Soon....

(^o^) ~ Ness